Not Alone

Jun. 11th, 2012 03:04 pm
kalalanekent: (LS-Verse :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lo)
Thank you SO much to everyone that responded to my mopey little post the other night. It's just... been a hell of a week. And it's starting to look like I'm wading into another one. I don't know what I would do without you guys as my voices of reason. I'll be replying back to the post a little later in the day. I would have before now, but I've been avoiding everything but Tumblr since Friday [except to post the chapter]. I just have to get in the right headspace to remember that I'm not an utter failure at times.

But yes. I love you all so much and wish I didn't get in moods like this. I really blame RL. And I'm forever grateful to have friends like you guys. If the road has to be rough, I'm so glad that I have you. *snuggles you all*
kalalanekent: (Seasons :: Giftwrap Lo)


I want to thank all of you for the sweet Happy Birthdays I got yesterday and so I decided a present of a little Christmas might just be the right little pick-me-up and little gift to give back for it. Feeling a little up-in-the-air today myself, so I've been going through my HUGE music database. Some of you may have some of these from previous years, but I did add a few new tracks this time. Keep the favorites and added a some I just heard. :D

A Little Christmas Music for the Family

*hugs you all* I LOVE YOU, F-LIST! MERRY MERRY!
kalalanekent: (Seasons :: Giftwrap Lo)


I want to thank all of you for the sweet Happy Birthdays I got yesterday and so I decided a present of a little Christmas might just be the right little pick-me-up and little gift to give back for it. Feeling a little up-in-the-air today myself, so I've been going through my HUGE music database. Some of you may have some of these from previous years, but I did add a few new tracks this time. Keep the favorites and added a some I just heard. :D

A Little Christmas Music for the Family

*hugs you all* I LOVE YOU, F-LIST! MERRY MERRY!
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Me and A Gun)
I'm tired of you messing with me and all those around me. Seriously, you're screwing with the wrong Family. You're draining inspiration everywhere, making a bunch of us crying, and making life difficult in general. Please, enough already! Some of us are even having our distractions from you ripped away. We all need a little peace right about now, so complying would be greatly appreciated. 

Just.

Seriously.

Quit it.

Kala, if you would get the point across?

Thanks, sweetheart.


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kalalanekent: (Lois :: Me and A Gun)
I'm tired of you messing with me and all those around me. Seriously, you're screwing with the wrong Family. You're draining inspiration everywhere, making a bunch of us crying, and making life difficult in general. Please, enough already! Some of us are even having our distractions from you ripped away. We all need a little peace right about now, so complying would be greatly appreciated. 

Just.

Seriously.

Quit it.

Kala, if you would get the point across?

Thanks, sweetheart.


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kalalanekent: (LS-Verse :: Lois Kala :: Love)
In case I don't tell you often enough, I do love you. And am grateful for every last one of you. There really are times in my life I don't know what I'd do without you guys. There are days that things seem so horrible and aggravating, like I just want to come home and throw something expensive and satisfyingly heavy at the wall, but then I come on here and here you are. 

You. You are my family and have been for a long time. You always will be.

And I'm so very glad that I've been allowed to have that little window into your lives, small as it sometimes is.

I know that I don't get a chance to reply to personal entries as much as I used to, but know that I am reading and sometimes in places where I can't reply. I am there and I am with you. I'm especially thinking of you, [livejournal.com profile] elliania . I hate that I always seem to be late replying to your entries in the last little while. And birthdays! Oh God, the birthdays I keep missing! I think that's the thing that bothers me the worst. I don't even have an excuse other than burying myself in writing to keep from going nuts. All I can do is apologize and get my brain back in the right place.

I promise I'll get better at getting back with you guys. You're a big part of my world and I need to make sure you know that.

I do love you all.

Thank you for giving me somewhere to come home to.

*snugs you all as tight as I can*
kalalanekent: (LS-Verse :: Lois Kala :: Love)
In case I don't tell you often enough, I do love you. And am grateful for every last one of you. There really are times in my life I don't know what I'd do without you guys. There are days that things seem so horrible and aggravating, like I just want to come home and throw something expensive and satisfyingly heavy at the wall, but then I come on here and here you are. 

You. You are my family and have been for a long time. You always will be.

And I'm so very glad that I've been allowed to have that little window into your lives, small as it sometimes is.

I know that I don't get a chance to reply to personal entries as much as I used to, but know that I am reading and sometimes in places where I can't reply. I am there and I am with you. I'm especially thinking of you, [livejournal.com profile] elliania . I hate that I always seem to be late replying to your entries in the last little while. And birthdays! Oh God, the birthdays I keep missing! I think that's the thing that bothers me the worst. I don't even have an excuse other than burying myself in writing to keep from going nuts. All I can do is apologize and get my brain back in the right place.

I promise I'll get better at getting back with you guys. You're a big part of my world and I need to make sure you know that.

I do love you all.

Thank you for giving me somewhere to come home to.

*snugs you all as tight as I can*
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Giggle)
So, as gloomy as things looked on Friday night, all's well that ends well. In the last day or so, we
  • Kick-started up a follow-up piece to Illuminated and might even have a third piece in mind.
  • Got Clark talking again finally on Sessions and he's kind of surprising us with his reactions. :D
  • Got a couple of plotting ideas for upcoming chapters of Across the Universe.
  • I got a plotbunneh for rebooting the retcon. But I need to see if it'll take me any further than it has before I say more.
  • Discussion was also had for the last two epics in the Little Secrets 'verse.
  • Annnnd we've been working behind-the-scenes on the oneshot series following Heirs and leading into Blood Will Tell.
That said, I feel much better about life in general at the moment. *grins happily and snuggles [livejournal.com profile] chickadilly *
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Giggle)
So, as gloomy as things looked on Friday night, all's well that ends well. In the last day or so, we
  • Kick-started up a follow-up piece to Illuminated and might even have a third piece in mind.
  • Got Clark talking again finally on Sessions and he's kind of surprising us with his reactions. :D
  • Got a couple of plotting ideas for upcoming chapters of Across the Universe.
  • I got a plotbunneh for rebooting the retcon. But I need to see if it'll take me any further than it has before I say more.
  • Discussion was also had for the last two epics in the Little Secrets 'verse.
  • Annnnd we've been working behind-the-scenes on the oneshot series following Heirs and leading into Blood Will Tell.
That said, I feel much better about life in general at the moment. *grins happily and snuggles [livejournal.com profile] chickadilly *

WHAAAAAA?

Mar. 18th, 2011 01:33 pm
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Horror)
I just wanted to post and thank all of you for worrying about me. It was a pretty bad situation, but I think I'm clear of it now. I'll likely catch minor hell over it until they start to forget, but I'll live. THANK YOU SO MUCH! I'll likely stop trying to live under a rock after I get home tonight. *tacklesnuggles her F-List*

Also, OMFGWTFHGDPOLAR?!?!?!?! Am I the only one wondering what fuckery they're about with the casting on Man of Steel? This latest has me scared again. Too many big names already. Now I'm pushing even harder for Rashida. An all-star production is never a good thing.

WHAAAAAA?

Mar. 18th, 2011 01:33 pm
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Horror)
I just wanted to post and thank all of you for worrying about me. It was a pretty bad situation, but I think I'm clear of it now. I'll likely catch minor hell over it until they start to forget, but I'll live. THANK YOU SO MUCH! I'll likely stop trying to live under a rock after I get home tonight. *tacklesnuggles her F-List*

Also, OMFGWTFHGDPOLAR?!?!?!?! Am I the only one wondering what fuckery they're about with the casting on Man of Steel? This latest has me scared again. Too many big names already. Now I'm pushing even harder for Rashida. An all-star production is never a good thing.
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Laughter)
  • First chapter of Across the Universe as a series? In the can and to the beta. Set post date? Last week of February.
  • Blinding deleted scene? Likely next week. We want it to be perfect.
  • Will be seeing [livejournal.com profile] xenokattz  on Saturday for the first time. So much bunneh expected. SO glad to finally do this. Hope we don't prove to be a let-down.
  • Let's see: gorgeous hotel room, rental car [Anissa's trying for a Mustang], get to see [livejournal.com profile] glitter_my_glam  late Saturday, got a present coming, and I'm off Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Doesn't suck at all.
  • MANY notes done on the oneshot series, Love and Other Headaches [tentative title] that follows Heirs. Can't wait to start these.
  • Sessions is already waiting in the wings. The decision has been made that Dr. Elliot Marrin will be the narrator in the major of it. Another project I can't wait to tackle.
  • Kala's relationship history is going to be FUUUUUUN for a while. Jason's, too, despite finding his dream girl at 15.
  • My sexy new boots are already on the way here. :D Expected no later than Saturday.
  • Only minor annoyances at work this week. Next week is going to suck, but you can't win them all.
  • Annnnd last but not least, I HAVE THE BEST F-LIST AND FANS IN THE WORLD! Can it get any better?
Yep, not bad. :D
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Laughter)
  • First chapter of Across the Universe as a series? In the can and to the beta. Set post date? Last week of February.
  • Blinding deleted scene? Likely next week. We want it to be perfect.
  • Will be seeing [livejournal.com profile] xenokattz  on Saturday for the first time. So much bunneh expected. SO glad to finally do this. Hope we don't prove to be a let-down.
  • Let's see: gorgeous hotel room, rental car [Anissa's trying for a Mustang], get to see [livejournal.com profile] glitter_my_glam  late Saturday, got a present coming, and I'm off Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Doesn't suck at all.
  • MANY notes done on the oneshot series, Love and Other Headaches [tentative title] that follows Heirs. Can't wait to start these.
  • Sessions is already waiting in the wings. The decision has been made that Dr. Elliot Marrin will be the narrator in the major of it. Another project I can't wait to tackle.
  • Kala's relationship history is going to be FUUUUUUN for a while. Jason's, too, despite finding his dream girl at 15.
  • My sexy new boots are already on the way here. :D Expected no later than Saturday.
  • Only minor annoyances at work this week. Next week is going to suck, but you can't win them all.
  • Annnnd last but not least, I HAVE THE BEST F-LIST AND FANS IN THE WORLD! Can it get any better?
Yep, not bad. :D
kalalanekent: (Heirs :: Kala :: Halloween)
Work might not entirely suck, I have a few fic I'm waiting with baited breath for, and plotting and planning for the fic for the rest of this year and next is going swimmingly. We also have an epic!closing party to start planning for next month. Here's hoping that no one can smish this mood I'm in.

*looks dubious as a thought occurs* Oh, yeah. I have to go to work. That could be a problem.

*thinks a little more, shrugs* Ah, to hell with work. I'm gonna stay on this cloud, bb!
kalalanekent: (Heirs :: Kala :: Halloween)
Work might not entirely suck, I have a few fic I'm waiting with baited breath for, and plotting and planning for the fic for the rest of this year and next is going swimmingly. We also have an epic!closing party to start planning for next month. Here's hoping that no one can smish this mood I'm in.

*looks dubious as a thought occurs* Oh, yeah. I have to go to work. That could be a problem.

*thinks a little more, shrugs* Ah, to hell with work. I'm gonna stay on this cloud, bb!
kalalanekent: (LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Love)
Sorry for going silent like that, guys. I just needed a little time to get my head around what we're going to do next. Thank you all so much for all the loves and encouragement. I think that's what kept me from falling apart after the family really told me what the finances were like over there. Anissa and I made the decision that we're cancelling Christmas presents this year. It's more important that we help Mom, Dad, and Boo out. We're also going to tell them that they're not getting presents for us, either. It sucks, of course, on all sides, but it's more important for them to get back on their feet. Besides, Christmas is more about love than gifts and they've bought me so many over the years. It's my turn to give back.

And I find that I'm actually okay with it. It's the not the end of the world. We can find a way to get them out of this hole. It can be done.

I think I'm going to find a way to make the usual cookies and all, though. I don't want us to miss out on everything.

But again, THANK YOU SO MUCH for all the loves. I really does mean everything in the world to me.  I love you guys so very much and I'm grateful for each and every one of you. *hugs you all extra-tight*

Also, chapter in the next hour or so. :D ;)
kalalanekent: (LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Love)
Sorry for going silent like that, guys. I just needed a little time to get my head around what we're going to do next. Thank you all so much for all the loves and encouragement. I think that's what kept me from falling apart after the family really told me what the finances were like over there. Anissa and I made the decision that we're cancelling Christmas presents this year. It's more important that we help Mom, Dad, and Boo out. We're also going to tell them that they're not getting presents for us, either. It sucks, of course, on all sides, but it's more important for them to get back on their feet. Besides, Christmas is more about love than gifts and they've bought me so many over the years. It's my turn to give back.

And I find that I'm actually okay with it. It's the not the end of the world. We can find a way to get them out of this hole. It can be done.

I think I'm going to find a way to make the usual cookies and all, though. I don't want us to miss out on everything.

But again, THANK YOU SO MUCH for all the loves. I really does mean everything in the world to me.  I love you guys so very much and I'm grateful for each and every one of you. *hugs you all extra-tight*

Also, chapter in the next hour or so. :D ;)
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Facepalm)
*grumps* Well, it's Tuesday and I'm still waiting to be able to dump Clearwire, but it's going to have to wait until this weekend. My connection isn't going to be the greatest and it'll likely be the end of the week before everything gets up, but I'm sick of trying to stay offline. I may not be able to be back up to speed, but I'm going to be posting and the chapter is moving along swimmingly. Expect a spoiler very shortly and vacation pics within the next day or so. I've missed you guys SO much! *snuggles you all* 


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(yep, that's a sun-bathing Kala. I LOVE this pic!)
kalalanekent: (Lois :: Facepalm)
*grumps* Well, it's Tuesday and I'm still waiting to be able to dump Clearwire, but it's going to have to wait until this weekend. My connection isn't going to be the greatest and it'll likely be the end of the week before everything gets up, but I'm sick of trying to stay offline. I may not be able to be back up to speed, but I'm going to be posting and the chapter is moving along swimmingly. Expect a spoiler very shortly and vacation pics within the next day or so. I've missed you guys SO much! *snuggles you all* 


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(yep, that's a sun-bathing Kala. I LOVE this pic!)
kalalanekent: (LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Love)
1 out of every 10 people are born Gay. That means 1 of every 10 people are instantly put down, given bad labels, left alone, put in a minority and so much more, all for something they didn't ask for.

Gay teens are turning to suicide as a way of escaping.

If you want to tell them that life will get better, and you respect them for who they are, copy and paste this. Most of you won't, but let's see the 5% of you who will.

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