I'll meet her one day, Abby. Not sure where or when, but I'll do it. I can only hope that I'm more ready for it then. God, I planned everything I was going to say, ovfer and over, just so I wouldn't freeze up. I had to stop twice outside the convention hall just to steady myself. ...that's probably what made us late.

Even then, I'm glad I didn't meet her in a rush. Not the kind of meeting I want with her.