Is This Day Over Yet?

[kalalanekent]

Just seems like nothing is going right today. Everything I do or say comes out wrong. And I'm starting to doubt my writing. As much as I love Heirs, it just seems like we lost a lot of readers over the last few months. Not that I'm whining. You all know I know better than to whine about this sort of thing. I just worry that we waited too long to get going and lost out following. Or maybe the storyline isn't as interesting. And the every-two-weeks schedule just seems to be making things worse.

...then again, I might just be used to the way things were with Little Secrets toward the end. Maybe the audience is just low because people are waiting to see what we're doing.

I don't know. Right now, I'm just so tired and frustrated. I think I'm going to go curl up under the covers and hide. Tomorrow's a new year and Halloween to boot. I'll have to feel better, right?

Comments

[winddancer55945.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
Love you girl

[kalalanekent.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

Love you, too, Dawn. I'm just being a grumpy butt here.

[saavikam77.livejournal.com]

I totally sympathize. The Big Edit is getting very few reviews, and RL is (of course) kicking my ass. :/

*ginormous hugs*

[kalalanekent.livejournal.com]

I think that Maaike's right. It's just that the fandom is losing ground because of all this wait between SR and the next film. It's not us. *snuggles*

[chickadilly.livejournal.com]

*Hugs you*

[kalalanekent.livejournal.com]

*hugs you back*

[maaike-fluffy.livejournal.com]

Could it be that the drop in reviews has absolutely nthing to do with Heirs and everything to do with the general drop of activity in the fandom. I mean, the movie was released over two years ago. People's fannishness is starting to wane. I know I am not as obsessed with Clois as I used to be, sumply because I found a million other things that I also like.

Don't take it all personal Lois. *cuddles you* That'll only make you feel insecure.

[kalalanekent.livejournal.com]

I have so much to say here, but I'll use the one phase that sums it all up here: I love you, Maaike, and thanks for the reality check. *cuddles you back gratefully*

[maaike-fluffy.livejournal.com]

*smiles* *pulls you into big bear hug* We love you too, Lois. I love you too. I wish you didn't need the reviews or viewer hits as proof to believe that. : ) We'd love you even if you wrote crappy Clana-fic. Yes, it's that unconditional. ;) Why else d you think I put up with a H/Hr shipper? *pokes out tongue*

And you know me; reality checks are my specialty. : ) Always happy to help, Lois. *cuddles some more*

[kalalanekent.livejournal.com]

*happily takes the hug*

Actually, it's not that I doubt you guys and how much you love me. It's more like I doubt my writing. I know you guys love me on all levels (as I most assuredly love you), although it is nice to know that people are reading even if they don't comment.

And *LOL* I'm going to see the last three HP films despite the the H/G and the R/Hr. So you could say that I'm pretty tolerant, too! ;)

Hey, you were the first one to really point that out to me. And that's what I needed. I was starting to wonder if it was just our work. I love you to pieces for that. *cuddles right back*