*siiiigh*

I really want to post about the episode, which I loved, but wasn't quite what I was expecting. But my mood is just bizarro. I'll be at my parents' house for the next three days while Anissa's in South Carolina visiting a friend. No vacation for me; I'll be going to work while she's gone.

Part of me wants to write an apology here for the absolutely suck-ass friend I've been lately. I'm behind on replies, posts, reviews, birthdays, and everything else. I'm worried about my level of work on Heirs and whether it's any good, I'm not posting a lot of what's been happening with me lately because I don't want to be a drama queen or bring anyone down, and just.... blech. Sorry, L, I didn't mean to post a crabby post. I know you don't need the bad vibes. Really, guys, I am reading the posts lately; it's just that I can't think of anything useful to say.

Is this what happens when you're getting ready to turn 31? *makes face*

And, Charles, I didn't forget! Expect to see the fanmix next week.

I'm off. Love you guys bunches and bunches.

*siiiigh*

I really want to post about the episode, which I loved, but wasn't quite what I was expecting. But my mood is just bizarro. I'll be at my parents' house for the next three days while Anissa's in South Carolina visiting a friend. No vacation for me; I'll be going to work while she's gone.

Part of me wants to write an apology here for the absolutely suck-ass friend I've been lately. I'm behind on replies, posts, reviews, birthdays, and everything else. I'm worried about my level of work on Heirs and whether it's any good, I'm not posting a lot of what's been happening with me lately because I don't want to be a drama queen or bring anyone down, and just.... blech. Sorry, L, I didn't mean to post a crabby post. I know you don't need the bad vibes. Really, guys, I am reading the posts lately; it's just that I can't think of anything useful to say.

Is this what happens when you're getting ready to turn 31? *makes face*

And, Charles, I didn't forget! Expect to see the fanmix next week.

I'm off. Love you guys bunches and bunches.

OMFG! *dies*

You people just crack me up. Scroll down to the bottom of the page to see the links. Recognize someone's name there? XD

Seriously? *snorfle*

OMFG! *dies*

You people just crack me up. Scroll down to the bottom of the page to see the links. Recognize someone's name there? XD

Seriously? *snorfle*

And This Is Why Superman and All Of You Mean So Much To Me.

swingandswirl, you own me now more than ever for finding this. hesychasm, you are a poet and a goddess among people for writing this piece.

It's here.

This is what fandom is to me, as well. You are all my family, a family I wish so badly I had had in my younger years, when I had no one to talk to about the Superman fandom and what it means to me. Every time I can talk to someone who likes the mythos is like a present I was never give in the past and I'm so grateful to know you all.

I'm also grateful for the lurkers out there, those that don't speak but still have such an interest. Once upon a time, I was you. Today's lurkers are usually tomorrow's writers, tomorrow's artists. YOU are what continues to fuel us, to make us strive to be better, in hopes of contact.

This is a time in my life that I will never have again and always, always remember.

ETA: Anissa's not going to SC this weekend. Plans changed at the last minute, which is why I was able to make this entry.

And This Is Why Superman and All Of You Mean So Much To Me.

swingandswirl, you own me now more than ever for finding this. hesychasm, you are a poet and a goddess among people for writing this piece.

It's here.

This is what fandom is to me, as well. You are all my family, a family I wish so badly I had had in my younger years, when I had no one to talk to about the Superman fandom and what it means to me. Every time I can talk to someone who likes the mythos is like a present I was never give in the past and I'm so grateful to know you all.

I'm also grateful for the lurkers out there, those that don't speak but still have such an interest. Once upon a time, I was you. Today's lurkers are usually tomorrow's writers, tomorrow's artists. YOU are what continues to fuel us, to make us strive to be better, in hopes of contact.

This is a time in my life that I will never have again and always, always remember.

ETA: Anissa's not going to SC this weekend. Plans changed at the last minute, which is why I was able to make this entry.