Ever Have One Of Those Days...

When you wonder if you're not sure if you more of a hindrance to fandom than a help? If your stuff really is full of Mary Sues and obviously girly plot-lines?  And that everyone just pats you on the head and tells you that you're awesome, but they really just wish you would shut up and go away, you've been here too long?

*sigh* Me, too.

And I hate it.

Maybe it's the meds talking.

For what it's worth, I do love this fandom honestly and hope that I'm just being silly. And that it doesn't look like a stupid cry for attention when it's just honestly how I feel tonight. It sucks to take a good, long, hard look in the mirror and realize that maybe some people out there are right.

I think I'm going to go back to sleep and hope things look better in the morning.

And if a certain extraordinary writer thinks that this is her fault, I'm going to kick her butt. Love, this has nothing to do with you and false starts. What we've been working on has been amazing and I've actually loved every minute of it. I'm grateful that we've had a chance to work on this and that you've trusted the pairing together. ILU and don't take this to heart. *snugs*

Ever Have One Of Those Days...

When you wonder if you're not sure if you more of a hindrance to fandom than a help? If your stuff really is full of Mary Sues and obviously girly plot-lines?  And that everyone just pats you on the head and tells you that you're awesome, but they really just wish you would shut up and go away, you've been here too long?

*sigh* Me, too.

And I hate it.

Maybe it's the meds talking.

For what it's worth, I do love this fandom honestly and hope that I'm just being silly. And that it doesn't look like a stupid cry for attention when it's just honestly how I feel tonight. It sucks to take a good, long, hard look in the mirror and realize that maybe some people out there are right.

I think I'm going to go back to sleep and hope things look better in the morning.

And if a certain extraordinary writer thinks that this is her fault, I'm going to kick her butt. Love, this has nothing to do with you and false starts. What we've been working on has been amazing and I've actually loved every minute of it. I'm grateful that we've had a chance to work on this and that you've trusted the pairing together. ILU and don't take this to heart. *snugs*