My worst problem is how torn I feel. Part of me wants to win, the other part feels bad because it means that someone else has to lose for me to win. And some people can't handle losing. I always feel like it's a double-edged sword in my case.
That said, it's such an honor to win them. They really do mean a lot to me.
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Date: 2009-06-02 06:07 pm (UTC)That said, it's such an honor to win them. They really do mean a lot to me.