Just When You're Considering The Door In A Very Real Way...

[kalalanekent]

When you just think you're totally useless, something happens. Something unexpected and completely mudune. But it means something to you, even if the author could have no idea of that when they made it. They couldn't know what it would mean, especially since they've never vidded Reeveverse into anything. And yet, it all makes sense to you. Combine that with a song that was a major theme in your very first work in the fandom and you have a sign. 

I'm going to power through this. I have to. And I can thank this video for why.

ButtnJamz323-Smallville/Reeveverse-Little Wonders

Even if you never see this, thank you for reminding me why I love this fandom and that I have a responsibility to my readers. *hugs you tight*

Comments

[saavikam77.livejournal.com]

Awwww!! *loves this to pieces* Kudos to the vidder for such a gorgeous piece. :) I think I needed a little Clois pick-me-up, too.

And you! You had me worried last night, woman. *smishes you tight* Will email in a bit, but suffice it to say that I'm glad you're feeling a bit better.

[kalalanekent.livejournal.com]

I think part of the kick-to-the-gut was how everything lined up. This was four things that I never really expected to see align. It was a perfect wake-up call. And the voice-overs. GUH!

I had me worried, too. All of the elements have been buliding up for a while, so it shouldn't have been a surprise that I had a little breakdown. Forced isolation? Yeah, not so good for me. Like I said in the post, though, none of that was on you. It was just a firestorm that hit all at once. *hugs*

[routhfan1.livejournal.com]

So loves this fandom...just wish I had more time to write all the awesome ideas swirling around in my brain.

[kalalanekent.livejournal.com]

I think there are a lot of us that think the same way. It's amazing how something that's been around over 80 years still inspires us so much. ♥